Tough TimesIt's been a really tough night. We trained as normal and took a big bunch of pictures of the members of the Dojo. Why? Because the time has come for me to move on.
My family and I are relocating (again!). We're moving to Dublin, Ireland at the end of this month and this will have a massive impact on my training, working and family life. But, in keeping with the purpose of this diary, I want to focus only on the impact this change will have on my training.
Those who know me, understand that the comradery of our Dojo is one of the biggest reasons why I train there (Steiger, Aschaffenburg, Germany). Leaving it behind will, it seems, be a far more painful experience than I expected.
These are the people that have brought me this far; they have given freely of their time, skill and knowledge. They have trained with me, sweated with me, fought with me, talked with me and allowed me to become a part of a training environment that is truly special. They welcomed me into an environment where I was able to train with passion, without losing my sense of compassion. Because of these people, I have been able to train and fight hard, as a member of a band of brothers, without the need to fall victim to the tendancies of the 'testosterone filled dojos' that are (sadly) typical of Full Contact Martial Arts.
To think that these people, my regular training partners, my full time instructors and in Andy's case my brother in the martial arts, will no longer be around me each and every day stimulates in me a sense of loss that borders on mourning. My only option then, is to focus on the postives that will come as a result of this change.
Mark Walter once commented, "Anyway you look at it, life is a pain. To me, martial arts is about becoming a better version of me. Over time, it can bring about a very healthy and productive inner transformation. Any improvement, or anytime we help someone, involves some degree of sacrifice or pain."
In order to continue with my training, I am forced to open my own Dojo in Ireland. This is the only way in which I can continue to train all three aspects of the all round fighting system developed by Kaicho Bluming (Kyokushin Budokai). Let's be clear, I didn't wake up one day and say, "You know what? I think I'll open my own Dojo." Rather, this is simply something that I must do if I wish to continue with my training.
Order from ChaosLast week, Andy and I trained with 280 fellow Budoka in Budapest, Hungary. Five days of training that began at 6.30am and finished at 10:00pm each day. Andy and I met some truly amazing people: Leo, Marcello, Danielle, Olav, Michael, Marc, Darren - thank you all for helping to make this camp an experience that I will never, ever forget.
Being at this camp gave me the opportunity to speak with the most senior members of the Board of the International Budo Kai. With a lump in my throat I approached Shihans Eric van Vaerenbergh and Jan de Jong to discuss the possibility of opening a Dojo in Ireland under the name of the International Budo Kai (IBK).
Opening a Dojo was a decision that I had already made. However, I simply wanted to ensure that my Dojo gives all credit to Kaicho Jon Bluming 10. Dan, the man that developed Kyokushin Budo Kai and brought Karate to Europe. To my mind, the best way ensure Kancho's recognition is to gain the approval of the IBK and see to it that the Dojo bares the Tsunami (the seal and symbol of the IBK).
Truly, I expected that I would be told: "You must be joking. Come back in ten years then ask the same question again."
Instead, I received the approval of the IBK and an expression of respect from Shihan van Vaerenbergh that will remain in my heart and soul forever. Thank you Eric Sensei for your assistance, thank you Shihan de Jong for your support, thank you to the members of the board for your approval, thank you Kaicho Bluming for your trust. My loyalty to Kaicho Bluming will not waver until the day I die.
New BeginningsKaicho Bluming once said, "Without Kokoro, Budo is an empty shell". The Japanese word Kokoro can be translated to mean, "mind, heart and spirit, as one". Kaicho's words burned a place in my mind and heart the first time I heard them and they are the 'mantra' that pushes me to excel when I train. Kokoro is my reason to get up when I fall and to push when all strength has left me.
Kaicho's seven little words sum up my entire approach and philosophy concerning the martial arts. For this reason, as a representation of my personal philosophy and a dedication to Kaicho Bluming, the new IBK Dojo in Ireland is to be called: "Kokoro Mixed Martial Arts"
The website is not yet finished but the basic design is there. Anyone that's interested can find the site here:
www.mma-ireland.comChange of PaceThe next 'big event' in my own training calendar (excluding finding a location for the Dojo and possibly some students!) is set for January of 2006. I will be attending another training camp - this time in Croatia - and this gives me five months to build the Kokoro Mixed Martial Arts school and 'rebuild' myself (in particular, to recover from my injuries). So, there will be a significant reduction in the intensity of my training over the coming months, a lot less fighting and a lot more Kata. This could mean that I will have less to write about. However, I will continue to share my thoughts with those that wish to hear them.

Eric Sensei and Charley Sensei have both agreed to continue my training and have agreed to act as Chief Instructors and Advisors for the new school. So, I will visit Germany and/or Belgium on a regular basis (certainly a few days each month) to learn from these truly great Budoka. I thank them for their time, trust and commitment. I will do my best give them that which they deserve: A dedicated and humble student.
On a final note: the overwhelming support I received from the members of the IBK Board was a complete shock to me. Please accept my gratitude for your trust and you offers to support me in the devlopment of Kyokushin Budokai in Ireland. In particular, my thanks and appreciation to Shihan Eric van Vaerenbergh, Shihan Jan de Jong and Shihan Marc Howes. Thank you for your support, advice and encouragement.
Osu!